Weddings

Today, I went to a cousin's wedding dinner. Without any reason, I started to miss you. I was asking my brother whether he has any winter wear to lend me in december for my Japan trip, my dad went "why are you going to Japan? You keep going overseas!" I didn't know what to say. He does not know that I've been doing my best to keep my spending to a minimum so that I'll be able to fund my trip, I've been spending less than 10 bucks a week.

I think nobody knows how torn I am at this point in time. They know that I've gotten some savings from my tuition jobs, so they've stop giving me money. They do not know that I've been trying to ask for as little money as possible, even if it means skipping meals, or bringing sandwiches to school.

But sometimes, my attempts to cut down my expenses have resulted in very difficult decisions.

I want to go to Japan, but sometimes i wonder if it is really wise to do so.