30 November 2004

Thoughts

What is it about Singaporeans and their utter refusal to open their mouths? I was standing on the bus yesterday and my bag accidently brushed against the lady who was sitting right behind me.

What would a civil person do in this situation? Open their mouths and say "excuse me, but would you mind being more careful?" and point to the bag if i have no idea what is going on.

Guess what the lady did? She whacked my bag. She couldn't talk to a stranger so she whacked my bag. But she could talk to her daughter perfectly fine. At that time, i would admit that i was a little woozy ( i just finished two papers that day, give me a break ) but i wasn't listening to any form of music that would require her to actually use action instead of verbally telling me.

I'm wondering if it will seriously kill her to open her mouth? i wasn't asleep, i do not look deaf, i didn't have earphones on, i looked like a chinese, so that really wasn't any reason other than the simple fact that the bitch refused to open her fucking precious mouth to a stranger.

Yup, I'm angry.

Angry at a lot of stuff.

1. Exams ending so late.
2. A generally fucked up semester
3. A lonely ten days after the exams.
4. Only work to look foward to.
5. Singaporeans who's mouths are stuck together.
6. Dad's being ill.
7. Dad's stubbborness.
8. My parents getting old.
9. Someone not picking up my call.
10. Starhub for closing so bloody early.
11. Starhub staff who smiled and refused me entry while doing it.
12. Myself for being so angry.

I don't know why, but i really feel like screaming right now.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Doesn't really help.

28 November 2004

Halfway through.

Soon my exams will be over. And it'll be time to play.

24 November 2004

Desperate Wives

Oddly riveting.

It's a show about 5 sub-urbian housewives. Oh make that 4, one killed herself seconds after the pilot episode begins.

There's Mary-Alice, she's the one who killed herself, and also the narrator, i guess being dead makes you privy to some pretty intimate stuff about your neighbours.

Then there's Bree, the perfect housewife, mother and neighbour to everyone but her own family. She's the one with the marriage on the rocks.

Next is Susan, divorcee, pretty, and smitten over the hunk, Mike, who just moved into the neighbourhood. But she has the neighbourhood's other divorcee, Edie, as compeition. The screen heats up when they're vying for Mike's attention. Susan is lucky that she has her daughter, Julie, to help.

Gabrielle is the one who's married to the rich guy who showers her with gifts but not much in the way of time and affection, so she looks for affection in the form of their hunky 17 yr old garderner, John.

Lastly, there's Lynette, ex-career woman, presently mom to 5 kids. Attention deficit disorder twins, another boy, a newborn and her husband.

The story revolves around the life and friendship of these women and the secret which cumulated in the suicide of their friend. Whose husband and son she left behind is behaving very oddly.

Click on this link to find out more!

19 November 2004

今すこしかなしいです。

何も書きたくない。
何も話せたくない。
何もしたくない。

18 November 2004

Happy Thoughts

A yerrow fruffy duck and assorted friends surprised me.

Heard that it was the ducky's idea.

Thank you my little duck.

Thank to the assorted friends too.

Piggy, Mooey, and ... ... ... ... ...

What can i call him? Slutty? hehe....

Nah, i'll be nice, maybe i'll call him funny. :)

wasn't expecting anything this year,

so it was quite a surprise.

I guess all the hinting does work.

heee....

HAPPY THOUGHTS END.

BaCk to MugGiNG.

16 November 2004

Thoughts

Thoughts running through my mind.
Thinking about tomorrow.
Is it weird that i think so much?
Maybe I have grown.

Tomorrow is now minutes away.
Listening to Faye as I pass into tomorrow.

tomorrow is just another day,
no one at home bothers,
Is it weird that i don't feel sad?
Maybe i have grown.

Tomorrow is just seconds away.
Listening to Faye as the seconds pass.

Worries about the future.
Worries about my life.
Is it weird that i worry so?
Maybe i have grown.

Tomorrow is now today.
Still listening to her soothing croonings.



美錯
作曲:郭子
作詞:林夕
編曲:孟軍

本來相約他在海邊山盟海誓
卻找錯地方來到一個游泳池
滿眼湖水藍的美麗 你我就從那裏開始
藍色的漣漪鋪展一段回憶

你送我偶然從天而降的殞石
我一直誤會那是顆完美鑽石
不曾看見它的瑕疵 把它鑲在我的戒指
我也沒發現 有甚麼損失

讓我感情用事 理智無補於事
至少我就這樣開心過一陣子  
不管他是真的你是假的誰是目的地  
能自以為是也是個恩賜  

不是來得太快 就是來得太遲  
美麗的錯誤往往最接近真實  
儘管昏迷有時夢醒有時不堅持  
人生最大的快樂也不過如是    
所謂醉生夢死 大概就是這個意思

讓我感情用事 理智無補於事
至少我就這樣開心過一陣子  
不管他是真的你是假的誰是目的地  
能自以為是也是個恩賜

不是來得太快 就是來得太遲  
美麗的錯誤往往最接近真實  
儘管昏迷有時夢醒有時不堅持  
人生最大的快樂也不過如是    

所謂醉生夢死 大概就是這個意思
所謂天意就是這個意思

今日本語を勉強します。

7 November 2004

Satan

I saw this and was disturbed. What is it trying to say?
That you should never be too busy for God?

Or that by being exposed to him every possible moment, you'll be closer to God?
If that is true, explain this, this and this.

Or that we should get rid of all technology or at the very least ensure that technology is only used for the purpose of being closer to God?

Or that exposing yourself to culture will detract because it takes away your time with Him?

Give it a rest, don't use the devil as a scapegoat for things that you yourself are to be blamed for.
And if being free from the influence of devils means that I've to give up all the things that i enjoy in life, I'll rather be under their influence.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention that I'm speaking from a non-religious person's point of view.

SATAN'S MEETING:

Satan called a worldwide convention of demons.
In his opening address he said,
"We can't keep Christians from going to church."
"We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the truth."
"We can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their saviour."
"Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over them is broken."
"So let them go to their churches; let them havetheir covered dish dinners, BUT steal their time,so they don't have time to develop a relationship with Jesus Christ.."
"This is what I want you to do," said the devil:"Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!"
"How shall we do this?" his demons shouted.
"Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds," he answered.
"Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow."
"Persuade the wives to go to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week,10-12 hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles."
"Keep them from spending time with their children."
"As their families fragment, soon, their homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!"
"Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small voice."
"Entice them to play the radio or cassette playerwhenever they drive."
"To keep the TV, VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly in their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world plays non-biblical music constantly."
"This will jam their minds and break that union withChrist."
"Fill the coffee tables with magazines and newspapers."
"Pound their minds with the news 24 hours a day."
"Invade their driving moments with billboards."
"Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs, sweepstakes, and every kind ofnewsletter and promotional offering free products,services and false hopes.."
"Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and TV so their husbands will believe that outwardbeauty is what's important, and they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. "
"Keep the wives too tired to love their husbands at night."
"Give them headaches too!"
"If they don't give their husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere."
"That will fragment their families quickly!"
"Give them Santa Clause to distract them from teaching their children the real meaning ofChristmas."
"Give them an Easter bunny so they won't talk about his resurrection and power over sin and death."
"Even in their recreation, let them be excessive."
"Have them return from their recreation exhausted."
"Keep them too busy to go out in nature andreflect on God's creation. Send them to amusement parks, sporting events, plays,concerts, and movies instead."
"Keep them busy,busy, busy!"
"And when they meet for spiritual fellowship,involve them in gossip and small talk so that they leave with troubled consciences."
"Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have no time to seek power from Jesus."
"Soon they will be working in their own strength,sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause."
"It will work!"
"It will work!"
It was quite a plan!The demons went eagerly to their assignments causing Christians everywhere to get busier and more rushed, going here and there. Having little time for their God or their families. Having no time to tell others about the power ofJesus to change lives.I guess the question is, has the devil been successful in his schemes? You be the judge!!!!! Does "BUSY" mean:B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke?

6 November 2004

Tis the Season

Suddenly had to impulse to draw up a wish list.

Tis the Season.

1. World Peace.
2. That't all. Nothing else, Really.
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
Damn you're not easily fooled, aren't you?

Alright, so here's my actual wish list, it'll come in handful soon.

1. Handphone.
2. A watch.
3. New Computer.
4. Dumbbells.
5. iPod .
6. Hong Kong Trip.
7. Oath of undying love ( but please do get something else from the list also ).
8. New shoes.
9. English to japanese dictionary.

Hee... :)
They are in no particular order.
Solely for your perusal, since i also hated having to figure out what to buy for others as presents. :)

Irritated

Don't you hate it when people ask for help, and the tone is one of you owe them the help?

Happened to me today, not the first time either.

Irritated.

Unless you're on either
a) a " i have some deep dark secrets of yours " basis
b) a " i have photos of how ugly you were" basis
c) a petname basis
with me.

I'll advise you to attempt to be polite when asking for help.

Else suffer a bitching from me.