Respite

The mid-term test are almost over, one more test next Friday and i'll be done. A short respite is in sight, before i endeavour to scale the slope known as final exams. Wondering what i should do next week? Study hard for my last mid-term paper? Or should i just take a breather.

Study? Relax? Study?
RELAX.

haha, a no brainer huh?

Lately, i've been thinking a lot, about how fast time goes by, it seems not so long ago when i was one of the kids playing "chee gu ba" on the bus, with nary a care,(except maybe the wrath of mom when results are bad). when life was easier and every thing seemd t be provided for. As i grow older, it seems that my worries just increases with no end in sight.

I start to worry about what i'm gonna do in future. Whether the person i find is the one for me? whether i can provde for her? whether i am good enough for her? How i'm gonna cope with my life. Whether i'll ever grow totally independent of my parents, and more importantly, do i wan to be independent? Scary questions to me. Right now, i can't wait to start my "independent" life, yet i'm afraid when it comes, i'll not be able to face up to the challenge.

Is it normal to worry so much?
I dunno.

Damnit, i even worry about the human species chance of survival into the next millenium. haha....

Maybe, just maybe, i should try to lighten up?

Now i just have to worry about how to acheive that..............