Shoes

I just got a new pair of shoes, because the old pair was coming apart. It hurts. The new shoes doesn't fit half as well, even though it is my size. The old shoes feels so much more comfortable, fitting every curve of my feet perfectly. I really wish there was a way to get my old shoes repaired, so that I can keep wearing them until the day I no longer need to wear shoes. But I guess those shoes have run it's course. Each new pair of shoes will need breaking in, but in the meantime, my feet will ache, i will get blisters. On a separate note, I had to do something tonight which no longer has any meaning to me, the only reason I did it is because of someone, and my desperate attempt just to dream a little longer, wait a little longer. I don't see myself willing to ever to do it for anyone else again. I wonder if someone will come along to prove me wrong.