2013

2013. A year like no other, the year where my live turned upside down.
A year where love seemed to be for others.

In the first hour of 2014, someone asked me, "Do you see a future with B?"
It got me thinking, what is the future? How far ahead am I supposed to think?

In my previous relationship, I always thought we would spend the rest of our lives together. Working together for things that are important to us. I thought we would grow old together.

When I'm asked this question, my only thought is "what future?" Nothing lasts. People change. People make mistakes. People move on.

Perhaps I'm just a bit wary of investing too much emotionally, never knowing when things will change.
Or perhaps I was just forcing myself to move on.

Future? Let's just see what will happen this year.

Perhaps I'm just a fool in the end, still stuck while going through a facsimile of living my life...

PS: on a happier note, I'm really glad to see both new couples forming, and couples finally working out their differences and of course those that have always been an inspiration to me from within my group of friends.

My resolution in 2014, to be myself, to no longer be a fool.