8 September 2013

I am...



How do you know what your heart really wants?
Sometimes, you think you are moving on, but a simple question asked or an old photo can bring back all the regrets, all the pain, all the dreams that will no longer be dreamt together.
Yet at the same time, you know that you need to move on, to dream new dreams.

I'm afraid, of what I will be without you, I am who I am because of your indulgence, your love and your dreams for us. I'm afraid that I've lost our only chance at happiness due to my stupidity.

Perhaps it will be easier to just watch from the side. Experiencing happiness vicariously. To just imagine what could be.

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