23 July 2006

A year..

... is actually shorter than I thought :)

21 July 2006

Happiness

When I saw the "pass" next to my name this afternoon, I was at my happiest the whole week. :)

just "pass", not "conditional pass", not "fail".

Happiness is made up of little things.

Been listening to "Scissor Sisters", they've been around for quite a while, but I've only heard of them recently, and I like them. They have an interesting sound. Right now, i might have thousands of songs in my iPod, but I'm only listening to them on my way to and from work.

bopping my head to their quirky sound and "interesting" lyrics.
scaring the hell out of my fellow commuters,
earning weird looks from the rush hour crowd.

10 July 2006

Moody

I thought that I've finally learn how to handle it. I thought this time round, I'll not feel sad even though you're going back. I thought since it's only for another three weeks, I should be alright.

It's not. I've been feeling out of sorts since you left.
This one week together with you has been the best week out of my whole holidays.

3 July 2006

Ethics

Is it ethical to profess your love for someone whom you know to be attached?

On saturday, we gathered at Vicky's place and had a bit of fun doing a bit of fortune telling. It wasn't full fledged fortune telling, since we were only able to ask about our relations concerning only one person at a time.

I realised something that day, the tellings were quite accurate, but then the readings were so general that you could find a correlation if you tried.

So there.

I do not believe in horoscopes nor fortunes.

Life and love is what you make of it, even if it will take you a while to work up the courage to fight for it.

Recently a friend complained to me about how she regrets dumping her boyfriend. And as I listened, I came to the realization that I was listening to a kid complain. Because her regret surfaced only when she realized that her ex is moving on, and is starting to date once again.

From what I've heard, he is a perfectly nice guy, a tad clingy, a tad over-protective, but a nice guy nontheless. But that she decided to part ways due to issues which she felt were irresolvable. So she expressed a desire to be back with him, and I asked her, "do you feel that those issues are going to be resolvable now?" she couldn't give me any answer, just a I don't know.

From my point of view, she was being selfish. She wanted freedom, yet she wanted the guy to be there when she got tired of freedom. And now that she realises the guy might not be there anymorem she begins to regret it.

Of course, him being back in Singapore probably helped to changed her mind.

What I'm afraid of is that the guy will gladly take her back if she wants to go back, and that this might not be good for them.

I think that the both of them might not be mature enough to handle a relationship. At least not with one another.

Lazy Sunday

Lazing at home, watching tv, reading the newspaper, buying lunch home. Sounds horribly mundane, doesn't it? But yesterday, that was exactly what I did, and I never felt happier.

It makes me wonder how often will we get to do that together? When school starts, we'll once again be busy with school work, and with your church commitments on Sundays, I don't think we'll have many chances to just laze around on a Sunday.

But still, it was nice.