Break

最近ちょっと時間があまりないから、ブログを書けなかった。何をする？働いている。毎日、コンピューターを見て、プログラムをやって、目が疲れるようになる。だから、うちへ帰った後で、コンピューターを見たくなくて、ブログもやりたくない。日本語でやりたいだが、英語でやったほうが速いだろう。だからここから、英語を使う。

Been feeling kind of down recently. Got my results, My CAP went down again. Oh well, at least I didn't fail.

I think i might have over reacted a few nights back. But I just got my results, and I wasn't feeling great when you called. I was tired from work, tired from seeing my crappy result, tired of always having to wait for you to end your parties. I'm so tired. Heard the news that a friend broke up, he tried to look happy when I saw him on saturday, yet I could sense his unhappiness, his sadness. Also found out that another friend is back together with the person he broke up with. I could sense his unhappiness too. So we went to dance the night away. To try and forget our problems and our sadness.

I'm getting way too old to still be clubbing, I think it's time I stop, isn't it time for you to stop as well?

Haha, I feel so silly, I think I should start a diary soon, one where I can really write how I really feel, one where I'll read 10 years later, smiling and cringing as I do so.

I know this blog ain't it, I compose my posts with the utmost care to preserve the anomymity of the people involved, and to compose my thoughts in such a way so as not to offend people.

I wonder if I should stop? I don't see anymore meaning in blogging.

I think I'll take a break from now, until my spirits are higher, and my words cheerier, and my life interesting.