Grouses

Be forewarned that this might turn out to be a very long post. It's my hundredth posts, so forgive me if I get carried away and start posting rubbish. Essentially this is a post about the things or people that have been bugging me recently, or has caused offence to me lately. This is for those people who have offended me knowingly or unwittingly.

School...
... starts tomorrow. And that comes with a whole plethora of grouses in itself.

Money...
...to buy text books with, to survive with, to spend with, is in short supply for me right now. No more restaurants, movies or shopping. My financial life is currently in a mess, i feel bad having to ask for money from my parents, yet i know it'll be near to impossible for me to survive on a measly 180 a month. So no more drinking, clubbing, shopping, movies till i have a comfortable buffer.

Money...
... I realised that i've been digging deeply into my "buy a handphone" fund. It now seems to me that the chances of me getting my phone anytime soon is quite dismal. The only way i'll be able to get it, is only if i survive on nothing but water and air for the next two months. Maybe i'll get my phone then, but knowing me, it probably won't happen.

Japanese...
.. taking jap1, wondering whether i've bitten off more than i can chew.

My computer...
...has chosen the weekend before school starts to act up, leaving me with a barely functioning machine. The only that works properly are MSN messenger, internet explorer and games. Not really the type of stuff you'll need in school. I hate my comp.

Fireworks...
... missed them, thanks to a friend who told me that it'll start at 9. You now who you are.

The Stupid Hairstylist...
...who gave me a dorky haircut. She's probably recieving a comission from the major hair products producers.

School...
School...
School...
...and the end of the days of slacking by the poolside.

Friends...
...who do not listen to me and prefer to do stuff their own way despite the fact that they're hurting themselves. (Actually it's only one friend.)

Friends...
...who i thought was close enough to share with me the fact that he has just gotten attached. But no, i had to hear from someone else.

Tuition...
...that is stretching my patience, i'm doing my best to help, yet it seems that all that i'm doing is in vain, for my charge had this tendency to avoid topics that he hates. (Actually we all do....)

Kinokuniya...
...for having a storewide sale.

Sembawang Music Store...
...for a lousy hiring policy.

My Love...
...who has no idea what's actually worrying me.

My Love...
...for being so busy.

My love...
...for being so nice to me.

My body...
... for being flabby.

Myself...
...for not being disciplined enough to actually lose weight.

Myself...
...for being so needy.

Myself...
...for being so selfish.

Myself...
...for being prone to bouts of depression.

Myself...
...for not daring to show it.

My world...
... for bring so fucked up.

My bio clock...
...for being out of sync.

Time...
...for being so fleeting.

Life...
...for being so aimless.

And most of all...

...Myself...
...for being such a bitch lately.