Weird

The fact that the straits times had an article on what to do if you fall onto the MRT track. Shouldn't this have been done way way way back, when there were fatal cases? And not only when people finally realised that it's possible to survive falling onto the tracks? Weird how the media works in Singapore.

The fact that not only are there people who would torture cats, there are those who would take a video clip of themself kicking a cat. I wonder if these people get weird nightmares of giant cats kicking them and making a video clip out of it.

The fact that there are people who will starve themselves for a whole week just to lose weight, and part of the program involves having to look at people eat dinner after they've starved themselves for a whole week. Weird way to lose weight.

The fact that I'm now hooked onto a korean drama titled "Full House". Never thought I'll be hooked onto korean drama, weird. Although if anyone has the vcds/dvds of this drama, do be kind and lend me.

Weird that life feels empty recently.

Weird that I'm beginning to worry.

Weird that I do not know what else to do.

Xtreme Makeover

Watched extreme makeover.
About a pair of friends.
They were almost perfect at the end,
except for their boobs,
which took up too much space.

I couldn't understand why they had to go for breast enlargement, when they looked more than ample.
One of them turned out to look too top heavy.
Like a barbie doll, except for the waist.

I've never been a big fan of big chested women,
preferring petite, proportionate and pretty.

I know that there are guys who love well endowed women,
I'm not one of those.

幸せ

今の僕二人は幸せか？
そう思いたいけど、実はそうではないと思う。

二年間七ヶ月

喧嘩してしまった。
簡単な事だけど、あなたは複雑にしたかった。
誰も気がつかないだと思ったんだ。

本当は、僕はこのブログに楽しいことだけ書きたい。
でも、このごろ悲しいことしかない様だ。

今、僕は本当に何をすればいいかわからない。
何故今のあなたはそんなに怒れ易いか？
僕の所為か？

僕は何か悪いことをやらなかった。
謝るか、何もしないか？
ぜんぜん知らない。

剣道

剣道はおもしろかった。

寂しい夜

今夜、一人だ。
一人で、家は大きくなるような気がする。
大きくて、一人で、寂しい。

静かな夜、何もしたくない。
何もできない。

一人で眠りたくない。

A year..

... is actually shorter than I thought :)

Happiness

When I saw the "pass" next to my name this afternoon, I was at my happiest the whole week. :)

just "pass", not "conditional pass", not "fail".

Happiness is made up of little things.

Been listening to "Scissor Sisters", they've been around for quite a while, but I've only heard of them recently, and I like them. They have an interesting sound. Right now, i might have thousands of songs in my iPod, but I'm only listening to them on my way to and from work.

bopping my head to their quirky sound and "interesting" lyrics.
scaring the hell out of my fellow commuters,
earning weird looks from the rush hour crowd.

Moody

I thought that I've finally learn how to handle it. I thought this time round, I'll not feel sad even though you're going back. I thought since it's only for another three weeks, I should be alright.

It's not. I've been feeling out of sorts since you left.
This one week together with you has been the best week out of my whole holidays.

Ethics

Is it ethical to profess your love for someone whom you know to be attached?

On saturday, we gathered at Vicky's place and had a bit of fun doing a bit of fortune telling. It wasn't full fledged fortune telling, since we were only able to ask about our relations concerning only one person at a time.

I realised something that day, the tellings were quite accurate, but then the readings were so general that you could find a correlation if you tried.

So there.

I do not believe in horoscopes nor fortunes.

Life and love is what you make of it, even if it will take you a while to work up the courage to fight for it.

Recently a friend complained to me about how she regrets dumping her boyfriend. And as I listened, I came to the realization that I was listening to a kid complain. Because her regret surfaced only when she realized that her ex is moving on, and is starting to date once again.

From what I've heard, he is a perfectly nice guy, a tad clingy, a tad over-protective, but a nice guy nontheless. But that she decided to part ways due to issues which she felt were irresolvable. So she expressed a desire to be back with him, and I asked her, "do you feel that those issues are going to be resolvable now?" she couldn't give me any answer, just a I don't know.

From my point of view, she was being selfish. She wanted freedom, yet she wanted the guy to be there when she got tired of freedom. And now that she realises the guy might not be there anymorem she begins to regret it.

Of course, him being back in Singapore probably helped to changed her mind.

What I'm afraid of is that the guy will gladly take her back if she wants to go back, and that this might not be good for them.

I think that the both of them might not be mature enough to handle a relationship. At least not with one another.